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I hope that Dino will be happy, find new friends, fall in love with another person, and marry them. This is happiness, isn't it? Is this happiness?
12:32. I always feel like He's watching me. Maybe Dino cheated on me and never left? Yes, that's right. It was just a joke, and after a free week, we will meet in the Park, as before. He couldn't leave me!
15: 24. Sammy talks to me every day and recently said: “After “Dino wire” you have changed, your voice has become sad and nothing pleases you. Are you sure, you're okay? You can trust me,” but I changed the subject again, talking about the books I'd read.
Was he always this caring?
17:21. Yuna sends many photos, she does not lose a free week at home, and every day she goes somewhere with relatives. Yesterday they were in the mountains and reached the “Big cliff”, from the edge of which there is a stunning view. Dino and I need to go there sometime.
19: 27. My Mother says that Yoru only sleeps on my bed and misses me very much.
Dino gave her a nickname in his great-grandfather's native language. I heard this language at the world unification festival, it sounds beautiful and unusual. My native language is one of the European ones, I can't say more precisely, because I have never discussed it with my parents, and why, if one single language has been declared for more than 60 years.
22:51. I decided to take a walk in the garden because I can't sleep.
23: 23. Again saw Dino, tried to catch up, but when touched His hands, He disappeared. What is happening to me?
03: 42. I need to sleep; otherwise, I will lose consciousness again from exhaustion.
Bye, Diary.
Day 41.
Hello, Diary.
Today is January 6, 2069, Friday.
On the street -6, clear.
07:51. I had a dream.
Dean and I met in the Park and went for a walk, walking around the city and talking about things as usual.
It was getting darker outside, and He suggested that we look at the night city from a height. We went up to the balcony of a high-rise building, then looked at the lights for a long time, until I remembered that we had already been here. I wanted to tell him about it, but Dino wouldn't let me say a word, pushing me off the balcony.
I remember flying down and looking into His eyes all the time. Those eyes again.
It was definitely that night on December 6, 2068, and I realized it in a dream.
But because of this, is it necessary to throw people off the balcony?
Dreams are so strange. My grandmother told me that people used to try to predict the future from them, which is as stupid as the influence of stars on the fate of a person or divination. In my dream, when we were crossing the bridge, I saw swans and rainbows; although that night none of these things happened or could have happened. Can I ask my grandmother what this might mean?
09: 42. She gave me a dream book and told me that there I would find answers to all my questions.
11:36. The dream book says that swans mean joy, happiness and well-being, and the rainbow – good news and false fear. How am I supposed to understand all this?
16: 12. Sammy called again, but we only talked for 5 minutes, which is weird. I hope he's all right.
18:41. Will Dino come to me every day, so I don't forget about Him? Each of our “dates” ends the same way, and as soon as I reach out to touch Him, He disappears.
19:11. My parents are coming to pick me up tomorrow, and I'm going back to the city, and I don't want to go back to a place where I can't meet Him.
02:43. I need to sleep.
Bye, Diary.
Day 42.
Hello, Diary.
Today is January 8, 2069, Sunday.
On the street -4, windy.
13:52. Sammy's worried about me, and he doesn't believe my excuses anymore.
16:43. We arrived home.
18: 12. Yoru gets in the way, again.
19:55. I did my homework. I don't want to go to school tomorrow, but I need to give my new year's gifts to the kids.
23: 49. Need to sleep.
05:10. I Wake up every hour. My head hurts.
Day 43.
Hello, Diary.
Today is Monday, January 9, 2069.
It's -3 outside, cloudy.
07:51. On the way to school, I ran into a young Girl, usually our paths did not intersect, because I went there through the Park. She cares about me too much.
09:52. Sammy follows me around all the time, which is annoying, and he gave me a little motorcycle keychain.
Today will be my first class.
13:42. I didn't want to have dinner, but Yuna persuaded me to go with them.
16:34. The class will start at 17:00. I hope I don't crash on the same day.
19:40. Everything went well. In the first week, we will be explained the rules of driving, after which we will have to pass a test, passing which you can go to practice.
After class, Sammy walked me home, even though I told him I wanted to be alone. Annoy. Because of him, I couldn't go to the drugstore for sleeping pills.
20:52. I remembered the gift from Yuna, and it's time to unpack it.
21:55. There were bath bombs with different smells and a book that I had long wanted to read, but could not find the time to do so. I need to thank her tomorrow.
21:14. How did Sammy find out the address of my blog? His behavior is beginning to frighten me.
02:22. I saw Him again. This time I didn't run outside, and we just played peek-a-Boo through the window, then I picked up a