not an insult at all. This is not offensive, but only shows how pathetic this person is”.

20:52. I like the canteen in the rehabilitation center, because here you can choose what and how much you will eat. Of course, there is no coffee, and the menu is limited and balanced, but it is still better than the standard portions every day.

Now I'm going to go back to the ward to get my graphics tablet and go back to the garden.

Last time I found many unknown plants there. I'll draw them and show them to Lavender on Friday.

22:31. I'll have to take her to her parents' botanical garden after she's discharged. There is a very cozy atmosphere, and every flower is grown with care.

23:31. Catsu said good night to me, and I wish it to you, Diary.

See you soon.

Day 8.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Thursday, June 22, 2073.

On the street +26, clear.

11:46. It's time to hand over your books to the library.

14:51. It's hot and I'm tired. Can you skip tennis and relax? No, this is a bad idea, the Moon is ready to get me out of the ground to win back, so do not get in the way of it once again.

17:38. Despite my drowsiness, I didn't want to give in, much less lose. The opponent was also very serious, but this time the victory was won by friendship.

19:12. Instead of a literary hour, we were given free time, so I took a shower and going to sleep until dinner.

22:54. It was a difficult day. I'll say good night to my family and go to sleep.

See you tomorrow, Diary.

Day 9.

Hello, Diary.

Today is June 23, 2073, Friday.

On the street 23 in the afternoon.

11:42. I was allowed to go and watch the Baby race, I can't miss the opportunity to go outside the center before discharge.

12:14. It was raining hard outside. Therefore, the start was postponed for half an hour to prepare the racetrack. This was unexpected, some participants were indignant, but I did not pay attention to it, because I was admiring the rainbow. During this half hour, I talked to many horses and their riders. Then I stopped by the baby and its owner to offer a light snack in the form of fruit. But there was no opportunity for a quiet break, because the horse was very agitated and constantly tried to get out of the paddock, which is why we calm him down for the rest of the time.

12: 24. The Race starts in 5 minutes, so I have to go back to the stands, I hope everything will be fine with the Baby.

15:01. Today is a terrible day.

After the sixth lap, our hero firmly took the second position; I thought that this would continue to the victorious end. But, suddenly, from the last row of stands there was a loud Bang, like a shot, because of this the Kid panicked, reared up and threw his rider. The race was interrupted until the problem was resolved, for the safety of participants.

The horse was shot several times with a tranquilizer gun, but it did not calm down even after several hits. All this “show” the audience watched from beginning to end. And I was very annoyed when some of them started to broadcast live and treat it positively, enjoying the “exciting spectacle”. I felt bad, so I decided to find a rider who was also asked to leave the racetrack. But before I could get down to the exit, I heard another shot, and this time the target was not a dart with a sedative, but a bullet. For the next few seconds, I stared at the animal's lifeless body until I lost consciousness.

Now I feel depressed and can't believe I'll never see him again.

16:34. She underwent emergency therapy with a psychologist, where she tried to accept death. I was prescribed mild sedatives for a few days so that I wouldn't have trouble sleeping.

22:21. I couldn't collect my thoughts, and most of the time I lay with my face against the wall.

22:44. After talking to Catsu, I'm exhausted. He comforted me and promised to take me home for the weekend. Now that I hear his voice, I'll sleep in peace.

Good night, Diary.

Day 10.

Hello, Diary.

Today is June 24, 2073, Saturday.

On the street +24, windy.

05:13. I can't sleep anymore, so now I'm going to eat some sweets that the guys brought me recently and read a little.

10:47. At the reception, I was told that my sleep problems were due to stress, so I was allowed to go home with Catsu, but only until the evening. He should be here by 11: 00.

14:36. Why can't I stay at home? Again, you will have to return to the rehabilitation center in the evening and stay there for another 3 days. I'll be much more comfortable with Catsu, and I don't need any antidepressants around Him. Now he's cooking takoyaki (which he hasn't eaten in ages), and I'm lying on the bed with Yoru. And you know, diary, I'm happy.

After lunch, we will drive to the Park, where I will get behind the wheel of my motorcycle, a whole month has not experienced this sense of danger, mixed with delight.

17:03. I am exhausted, but charged with positive energy and inspiration. That's why I love extreme driving. However, Catsu is always worried about me, afraid that there will be an accident, and his experiences make sense. For example, once I skidded sharply on a turn, and I hurt my leg. It was an accident, but I'm sure I made a sharp turn myself, as if I didn't want to run over a person. This is strange, because no one went to the track. What made me turn?

I don't remember anything.

19:48. All good things end