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But for the foolish, those who cannot pray,
What else remains of their dark horoscope
But a tall tree and courage and a rope?
And who shall tell what ignominy death
Has yet in store for us; what abject fears
Even for the best of us; what fights for breath;
What sobs, what supplications, what wild tears;
What impotence of soul against despairs
Which blot out reason? — The last trembling thought
Of each poor brain, as dissolution nears,
Is not of fair life lost, of Heaven bought
And glory won. ’Tis not the thought of grief;
Of friends deserted; loving hearts which bleed;
Wives, sisters, children who around us weep.
But only a mad clutching for relief
From physical pain, importunate Nature’s need;
The search as for a womb where we may creep
Back from the world, to hide, — perhaps to sleep.
Mitigations
My prison has its pleasures. Every day
At breakfast-time, spare meal of milk and bread,
Sparrows come trooping in familiar way
With head aside beseeching to be fed.
A spider too for me has spun her thread
Across the prison rules, and a brave mouse
Watches in sympathy the warders’ tread,
These two my fellow-prisoners in the house.
But about dusk in the rooms opposite
I see lamps lighted, and upon the blind
A shadow passes all the evening through.
It is the gaoler’s daughter fair and kind
And full of pity (so I image it)
Till the stars rise, and night begins anew.
A Dream of Good
To do some little good before I die;
To wake some echoes to a loftier theme;
To spend my life’s last store of industry
On thoughts less vain than Youth’s discordant dream;
To endow the world’s grief with some counter-scheme
Of logical hope which through all time should lighten
The burden of men’s sorrow and redeem
Their faces’ paleness from the tears that whiten;
To take my place in the world’s brotherhood
As one prepared to suffer all its fate;
To do and be undone for sake of good,
And conquer rage by giving love for hate;
That were a noble dream, and so to cease,
Scorned by the proud but with the poor at peace.
Gibraltar
Seven weeks of sea, and twice seven days of storm
Upon the huge Atlantic, and once more
We ride into still water and the calm
Of a sweet evening, screen’d by either shore
Of Spain and Barbary. Our toils are o’er,
Our exile is accomplish’d. Once again
We look on Europe, mistress as of yore
Of the fair earth and of the hearts of men.
Ay, this is the famed rock which Hercules
And Goth and Moor bequeath’d us. At this door
England stands sentry. God! to hear the shrill
Sweet treble of her fifes upon the breeze,
And at the summons of the rock gun’s roar
To see her red coats marching from the hill!
St. Valentine’s Day
To-day, all day, I rode upon the down,
With hounds and horsemen, a brave company
On this side in its glory lay the sea,
On that the Sussex weald, a sea of brown.
The wind was light, and brightly the sun shone,
And still we gallop’d on from gorse to gorse:
And once, when check’d, a thrush sang, and my horse
Prick’d his quick ears as to a sound unknown.
I knew the Spring was come. I knew it even
Better than all by this, that through my chase
In bush and stone and hill and sea and heaven
I seem’d to see and follow still your face.
Your face my quarry was. For it I rode,
My horse a thing of wings, myself a god.
Уилфрид Скоуэн Блант (1840–1922)
Насмешка жизни
Бог! Эта жизнь — насмешка над людьми!
В крови и муках чревао матерей
Покинув, голые, немые, мы
Льем ливмя слезы, в немощи своей,
Как самый символ слабости, и жить
Для нас одно страдание. Едва
Окрепшие, должны мы захватить
Себе на свете место и права
Дышать, трудиться, жить. Наперебой
Мы лезем, бьем, толкаемся, и вот
Смелеем мы, нам прежний страх далек,
И рвемся мы, напрягши спины, в бой.
И если к нам любовь тогда сойдет,
Мы счастливы бываем и, на срок
Забывши слезы, побеждаем рок.
А там судьба разит нас. Прочтена
Мгновенно повесть юношеских лет.
Мы все бедней, бедней день ото дня.
Любовь остыла, дружбы больше нет,
И тщетно сердце новых ищет уз, —
От смены к смене радость все слабей.
Не веря больше мудрости своей,
Ни силе, потеряв к богатству вкус,
Как в чаще одиноки мы. И вот
На сделку с роком мудрые идут,
Остаток дней за мир продав иной.
И счастлив тот, кто так глаза сомкнет.
Но тем, кого молитвы не спасут,
Что остается, данное судьбой?
Немного мужества и сук с петлей.
И что еще, какой еще подвох
Нам уготован смертью? Подлый страх
Охватит нас в борьбе за каждый вздох,
Мы до мольбы унизимся в слезах,
И будет воля наша сражена
Отчаяньем, затмившим ум, и в час
Последний, о, хотя бы